Religion, to be quite honest i never fully cared or understood it well, and i still don't. However, a lot of different things as of recently had got me thinking about it hard enough...

So, let's get talking about my opinions and beliefs both about Religion and some other spiritual sort of thing <3

I'm not exactly an atheist, i don't completely believe in everything because i don't understand it.. but at the same time, SOME things, make me ponder a little.

I would say i'm more logically thinking, but i'm beginning to rethink my thoughts on a lot of stuff hehe...

I believe in the supernatural, of course i'm not saying Vampires or anything are real, nor am we necessarily saying that ghosts are either..

in my eyes, there is obviously something that happens to dead things, right? like.. something (and I'll get to that later).

i enjoy watching ghost movies, hearing stories, trying to see logical ways and such to see if it's fake.. and the few i can never fully grasp at makes me believe in them a little more each time.

(more on this kind of explained with other parts!!)

On the subject most people argue about, that being God and such. now, i will come out and say that i don't necessarily believe in "heaven and hell". I believe there is something similar to that... but not necessarily the basic concept that many others believe in.

i believe in Satan, and a lot of other "bad" Gods like that. does that automatically mean something? not really, to be frank with you, I think i force myself into believing that SOMEONE is at least punishing all those horrid people that die, it makes me feel a lot better to think about (is that sadistic or something? Eh, i don't care much tbh-)

whether that's Satan or some other being, i'm not sure, hence why I just kind of believe in all of them. (doesn't mean I worship them btw, i just 'believe').

as for any other God-like being, honestly i don't believe much in Jesus and the Christian god. Never really did even when i went to Church (forced). a lot of things with that just never add up and only makes me question a lot about it in a bas way TwT (no offence, i just don't believe in them okay??)

i do believe in some gods however, that being Greek, Roman and a few others!! I always thought that here was something bigger than us, otherwise, how the hell do we exist? i can't possibly think much logic about it (even evolution has some head tilting moments).

Anyway... again, i do think that I believe in them simply to believe in them, so that i can feel relieved with giving myself an answer of some sort.

i would like to believe this if so many gods did exist, there were layers to it and different things of how they worked shit out.. idk.. i think too much about it all at night :']

I have forgotten the religion name (and i did some digging and such), but there is one that sort of allows people to simply, "create your own", almost..

and i might get a lot of backlash from this, however, in my eyes EVERY religion is kind of just fiction if you think about it. Nobody genuinely has solid proof it all exists, and if there was even a little something throughout the centuries our species has been around? We're basically just playing of a long game of telephone.

(you know, the game people are sat in a circle or something, whispers a word and continues it until it gets to the final person, but every time somebody else whispers the words get mixed around?)

it just reminds me of that a lot, like.. you know? I'm just saying, even if the "make a religion" like thing wasn't an actual religion (btw, adding a little to the words, I don't recall what they said completely- it just sounded like so). I think it wouldn't be too much issue since.. again.. the person is believing in what they want to.. much like the rest of you.. blah, blah.. long as they don't go too crazy or something I don't see much harm in it.

(Srry, went in a ramble there lmao)

Death : something we all, here on Wattpad, apparently wish upon every single waking moment we live another moment on the earths land.. yet something nobody truly knows about.. let's see what i believe in, shall we??

1). okie dokie.. reincarnation is something that i have actually believed in for a very long time. My great grandfather had died when i was young, and had always adored and held a special place in his heart for Robbins.. and now, whenever i am in a different state i end up seeing a Robbin (they aren't usually around where i am by the way).

I always feel watched over and comforted whenever it shows up, and it makes me believe in reincarnation a lot ^^!

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2). with that being said, i do believe in a few other things - like i said about my questioning beliefs within spiritual life.. here is where my thoughts get a little interesting!!

i would like to think, that if reincarnation isn't a thing (or if it was all a "you choose" sort of thing) then people are able to wonder around as spirits.

i will say, it was more anime that made me believe in the sort of thing then anything else 💀

anywayyyyy.. i would say that both dead humans and other creatures all have spiritual bodies/existences. they're obviously invisible, blah blah.. slam doors even though those mother fuckers can fade through solid objects..
etcetera.

anyway, i would also like to think they become almost like a familiar (basically a guardian that is meant to protect and guide you or something). this part also goes a bit with the reincarnation part if they're animals in their next life :3

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3). Again! I had also mentioned that I believe in heaven and hell (well, things LIKE them at least). I would like to think that depending on your final score or whatever (idfk)

you'll either go to "hell" or a void, either being tortured for eternity or just being stuck in hell in general (i guess punishments would depend on what you did in life).

or you'll go to "heaven" and have fun or whatever!!

4). ORRR, and only if you had done well enough.. you can choose whether to go back on earth as an animal of choice or a child.. or if you wanna just float around as a ghost (or maybe you earn that? Eh-)

1). I also believe that in the afterlife there would be a weird universe thing you can find yourself in, i think the best way to describe it would be Weirdcore and dream core. I feel like those two things clash together pretty well and would be a nice place to end up within after death!! ^^

2). I also do hope/believe that after death there could be a chance to live within the best memories of your life, or live your dream life.

(I'm just giving myself options to believe in atp)

Alright!!! Going with my little "Familiar"/guardian crap... i also choose to believe that guardian angels exist (mixed in with my previous statement.. i mean like.. dead animals that still want to be with their loved ones would be a familiar for them - ghost or reincarnation, whatever. And humans would be the same : angels, or reincarnated as an animal or child idk—

This way, i can also just blame my guardian whenever i stub my toe :3

Angels - it's not something that I naturally find myself believing in or anything. It's much more of a thing that i would like to think about every now and then and completely forget about later on.

now, them existing would be a fun little concept. and for this in particular, i would say that i believe in different versions of them. I think depending on how low or high status they are, the different they look? basic bitches are humans with wings and a halo .. and then the list goes higher and they're more different.. then there's the "biblically accurate" ones that i like the most!!

Demons - Much like the angel thing. I enjoy the thought of there being so many different types of them!!

I believe in dinosaurs existing for sure. No doubt about that, i'm an extreme dinosaur nerd and i won't ever take "no" for an answer when asking if others thought they were real too (somewhat /J)

Along with that, i choose to believe in aliens. I'm not sure what kind... but there are so much in the world nobody has experienced and explored - anything CAN be possible. (Also it's just fun to believe in hehehe)